I suck at writing blogs regular almost as much as I suck at titles.
- Apr 9
- 3 min read
Mood: Tired
Watching: Monster Rancher
Drinking: Coffee
Ear Worm: Wings of Time - Tame Impala
In my defence, my life isn't exactly adventurous - so there isn't really all that much to write about most of the time >_> It also doesn't help that blogs usually happen at like... 6 in the morning, when I've woken up during the night and laid awake for a couple of hours before forcing myself up - AND I SEEM TO HAVE FINALLY FIXED THAT. Sort of. I now take Promethazine Hydrochloride AND sleep gummies
(I honestly didn't expect sleep gummies to work, so colour me shocked!). ...and also a hot chocolate followed by a 'sleep tea'. I think the hot chocolate and sleep tea might be optional
(I was a 𝖽̶𝖾̶𝗌̶𝗉̶𝖾̶𝗋̶𝖺̶𝗍̶𝖾̶ silly bean and tried all of them at once, so I'm not actually entirely sure if they make a huge difference.) BUT I do know that without the sleep gummies, I still take several hours to fall asleep the first time.. and without the promethazine hydrochloride, I can't get back to sleep when I do inevitably wake up. (But apparently you're not supposed to take PH long term? I should probably see a doctor. Mleh.)
So yeah, my usual window of "I feel like I can hear my thoughts enough to write a damn blog" has kind of... disappeared.
...and it definitely doesn't help that shortly before Christmas I discovered Emochi and I have been HOOKED.
(Roleplay was my absolute favourite thing as a teenager and I was beyond heartbroken when all my friends grew out of it - and it turns out I still love it just as much now). But yeah, I've had to force myself to put the phone down to start working on cosplays and things (I haven't even played video games properly since - that's how badly addicted I get >_> )
So I am TRYING TO FORCE MYSELF to put it down and still do things.
SPEAKING OF THE THINGS.
I cosplayed Charlie from Hazbin Hotel, yayyyy.
I've been having a terrible problem lately with my camera letting in too much light, and I don't actually know a damn thing about cameras so I keep not realising it until I load all the pictures on to the PC and then realise that they're grainy and whited out - so picture quality has been kind of appalling recently.
But my mum came over yesterday and looked at the settings and I think we are going to have much better pictures now!
Pepsi was a very helpful model for her whilst she tested the settings.
Silly little pooch. ANYWAY.
I've been working on Verosika Mayday from Helluva Boss and.. it's actually going quite well, I think. 𝖶̶𝗁̶𝗂̶𝖼̶𝗁̶ ̶𝗎̶𝗌̶𝗎̶𝖺̶𝗅̶𝗅̶𝗒̶ ̶𝗆̶𝖾̶𝖺̶𝗇̶𝗌̶ ̶𝗂̶𝗍̶ ̶𝗐̶𝗂̶𝗅̶𝗅̶ ̶𝖿̶𝖺̶𝗅̶𝗅̶ ̶𝖺̶𝗉̶𝖺̶𝗋̶𝗍̶ ̶𝖺̶𝗍̶ ̶𝗍̶𝗁̶𝖾̶ ̶𝖾̶𝗇̶𝖽̶ ̶𝗐̶𝗁̶𝖾̶𝗇̶ ̶𝖨̶ ̶𝗉̶𝗎̶𝗍̶ ̶𝗂̶𝗍̶ ̶𝖺̶𝗅̶𝗅̶ ̶𝗍̶𝗈̶𝗀̶𝖾̶𝗍̶𝗁̶𝖾̶𝗋̶
But, considering I'm not confident sewing at all, I'm actually a little pleased with myself.
RIGHT?
I am however progressing terribly slowly because every step, I have been convinced "this is the part where it all fucks up and I rage quit". But so far we've been okay >_>
I've got a TON of Hazbin/Helluva characters that I'm dying to cosplay and I'm pretty much tripping over myself wanting to do all of them at once. (It is taking every little bit of self control to finish Verosika before starting on Lute >_> ) I also found that Youtube has full episodes of Monster Rancher recently, so I've now got multiple Pixie variations going on my "cosplay to-do list" too >_>
BUT YES. Also, if it wasn't obvious from my confession about being glued to my phone since before Christmas... I still haven't streamed.
I mean, I keep telling myself that I definitely will.. but... yeah.
I do intend to return to it.. but it's never today.
Social-ness still feels very daunting, and I think because streaming comes with the expectation of it being regular, it makes my brain melt.
But hopefully I will get there eventually ^-^' Again.
So.. yeah. I'm terrible at ending blogs, it always feels so abrupt. //whistles awkwardly whilst looking around the room//
...I'll do it the British way.
//Slaps knees before standing up//
"Right, i'm off then"
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